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07/06/05--12:51: Wednesday, July 06, 2005 (chan 1783861)

so we're back, all safe and sound.

had quite the adventures. you will hear all about them later, along with pictures.

saw a very hot boy who went by the name of austin hunt. unfortunately, this austin had a girlfriend, not surprisingly.

i missed certain people and things that i did not think i would miss.




07/08/05--16:17: Friday, July 08, 2005 (chan 1783861)

not much to say except i'm BUSY BUSY BUSY.

leaving for camp on monday. still must pack.

lots of pictures. all from florida. others will be at a later time.













 our good buddy rogaine







 our life-long buddy austin



 ah....man pretty

 laura's favorite toilet









 diggity

 our favorite shorty

 I CALL THE HUMP!

ahh....cory on helium is the funniest ever







 sewing BRIAN-a



 this is for kristen



 rofl





















 the best sauce packet EVER



all done.




07/09/05--18:53: Sunday, July 10, 2005 (chan 1783861)

went to the ghetto today to pass out stuff for vbs. i thought i was going to die. not kidding. just ask kristen, micah, or cory. it was scary.

yes, i admit it. I'M SCARED OF THE DOT.

that's as in wyndotte or however you spell it. not the boy i refer to as dot. cause i could take him on any day. lol.

then i saw a really cute boy at best buy. so i'm thinking about finally getting a job....lol.

camp in 2 days.

the end.




07/16/05--14:45: Saturday, July 16, 2005 (chan 1783861)

wow, camp was amazing. better than i could have ever imagined really.

i met loads of people but became really close with a few.

speaking of, i miss kyle and lydia already! :(

wow this is crazy. i mean, i only really started hanging out with kyle thursday and that kid has made such an impression on me.

i cant wait for retreats and next year. and i have decided that i'm going to be a counselor or help the years after that.

i love camp!




07/18/05--19:04: Tuesday, July 19, 2005 (chan 1783861)

ahhh....i've been so busy! i wanted to go down to camp today, but no such luck. :( so i'm gonna mail kyle a letter tomorrow with the pictures he wanted.

then everyone's gonna be gone this weekend for the canoe trip, but it doesn't matter cause i couldnt't do anything anyways. my mom is having her 20th reunion at our house, which isn't saying much cause there are only 7 others she graduated with.

here are some pictures from camp:

 yay for pig day! our cabin was pretty much the only one that did it though!

 skwat soccer: your mom likes it!

 i'm going to miss him being the camp director!

 yay for jon and chris!

 yay for the lance look-alike! lol

 ahh....i was so mad at adam for getting me back with the whipped cream

 hey you guys!

 did you know that most of the time typewriters can't climb trees?! lol BJ is my new hero!

 the guys got covered in chocolate syrup and sand. i wish i would have been there but i had to shower to get the whipped cream off me!

 ahh.....the guys painted their nails...

 one of my favorite pictures ever.....these 4 guys are too cool

 YEA RED!!! lol

 our cabin plus micah after our team won

 after getting all our red apparel off

 ahhh...kyle is one cool kid

 our group on the last day

semi-stolen pictures from sarah:

 the whole camp

 adam and i after being covered in whipped cream

 oh yes...

 yay cabin.....GRAPE lol rofl at inside jokes

 i TOLD everyone he was right on my shoulder! lol

 now there's a bunch of cool kids....

 ahhhh....dont make fun of me!

 

oh....who wants to take a road trip with me down to oklahoma?! lol with a pit stop at camp on the way?! lol




07/19/05--15:52: Tuesday, July 19, 2005 (chan 1783861)

You gotta say it, you gotta say it

Solomon once wrote:
"Better is open rebuke, than hidden love"
So say the words...

Silence is golden but these are the words
That the world needs to hear
brothers and sisters
Terms of compassion will cause a reaction
As love drives them near

But still we choose to hide behind the face of pride
Pretending we are blind to the calling
This is my point and case, if hate can be erased
With such a simple phrase, why are we stalling?

Say the words, say the words, say "I love you"
Say the words I long to hear
Say the words, say the words, say "I love you"
Say the words I long to hear

Ya gotta say it, ya gotta say it, say it
Ya gotta say it, ya gotta say it

Some just assume we already know
Of the love that they feel
brothers and sisters
Some have a heartfelt emotion
But never the words to reveal

I think we all relate, so why are we afraid
To let our hearts convey what we're feeling?
There is a world in need with hungry souls to feed
And love can intercede if we're willing, so...

Ya gotta say it, ya gotta say it, say it
Ya gotta say it, ya gotta say it

check this out
The word love, well it was once overused
Back in the 70's the word was abused
But I refuse to let love be diluted
We can't allow physical lust to intrude it
Or pollute it cause there ain't no excuse
For the greatest gift of all to be abused
So choose to lose the pride that may tug at you
Don't be afraid of the words "I love you"

Choose to lose the pride that may tug at you
Don't be afraid of the words "I love you"

Won't you say the words
Say the words
Say the words "I love you"
You've got to say it
Say the words
Say the words
Say them over and over
Yeah, you've got to say it, say it

Choose to lose the pride that may tug at you
Don't be afraid of the words "I love you"


i absolutely love that song. it's a classic by dc talk. it really fits in with my whole philosophy of "you need to tell others how much they mean to you" too bad i dont follow it myself too well.

oh yes, something that was mentioned at camp that is all too true:

to guys- girls read into everything.

so be careful, you dont want someone to think you are leading them on, trust me. and another thing:

guys should let the gal know how they feel first and make the first move. or else the girl might lie when asked their true feelings.

 

 

ok, so enough of my theories.

i sent my letter down to kyle today. hopefully he gets it. i haven't sent a letter in so long, i kinda forgot exactly how it went. lol. but it was fun.

so if you end up getting a random letter, dont be surprised. haha.

i think i figured out why i liked camp so much. it was cause i got to hang out with people that are new to me. i think i'm getting tired of doing the exact same things with the same people everytime. so yea, i dunno.

hopefully i will be in a better mood later.

oh yea, and where have my comments gone?




07/21/05--19:42: Friday, July 22, 2005 (chan 1783861)

ok, so today was super fun.

i'd have to say my favorite part was at chili's when our waitress came and asked if we were ready for the bill and maggie was spewing water everywhere.

sadly i didnt get a picture.

but here are some others.











 yea, even a normal smile doesnt erase the fact that i'm sitting in this little yellow thing in the middle of the aisle



 we've come to the conclusion that i definitely cant ride a bike

 or skate for that matter

 just had to get a picture cause this is MY phrase

 i hurt my thumb :( it got slammed in the car door



 i wish i was as cool as this frog



 this is a doghouse if you couldnt tell. i find it sad that maggie could fit in it with room for about 4 more people

 

 

eh this weekend? my mom is having her 20th school reunion at our house. so i get to listen to a bunch of middle 30s women (mainly) sing 80s all weekend.

wish me luck.




07/23/05--12:35: Saturday, July 23, 2005 (chan 1783861)

so i'm bored.

alert the media.

eh, not really. it happens all too much.

i want to talk to a certain person right now.

but i can't.

i REALLY want to go to the zoo.

i'm thinking about going sometime next week after vbs.

with a few people i haven't hung out with in quite a while.

but we'll just have to wait and see.

i still wish i was down at camp.

because i didn't have to be around the same people at all times.

i really want some spring rolls right now.

i could keep going, but it would just turn even more random.

so i'm done.




07/25/05--13:20: Monday, July 25, 2005 (chan 1783861)

ah i am such an IDIOT.

i obviously can not read people to save my life.

cause i screwed up big.

oh well. life goes on.

i need to do something with someone, but i have absolutely no idea how that's going to happen. so i'm guessing it won't.

i'm going to be at the lake with my family next week. wish me luck.

school is all too close.

i don't want summer to be over.

i haven't had enough fun, haven't done enough stuff.

i just finished reading an excellent book. called the color of water.

quick exerpt which is so much like my "philosophy":

I was so so sorry, deep in my heart i was sorry, but all your "sorrys" are gone when a person dies. She was gone. Gone. That's why you have to say all your "sorrys" and "i love yous" while a person is living, because tomorrow isn't promised.

ahhh....so true.

but i've come to the conclusion that no matter how true, i will never be able to do it.

i will never be able to tell him how i feel.

unless i hear it first, which i probably won't.

but i'm too deathly afraid to say anything.




07/26/05--11:42: Tuesday, July 26, 2005 (chan 1783861)

.::edit #2::. new xanga  

.::edit::. ahhh....i just won free concert tickets and i can't go!!! *cry* i'm so upset! :(

 

so yes, all my music is gone right now so y'all can be sure to listen to this flippin sweeet song.

 

that's right, be jealous.